Everything I do is wrong, everything I say is wrong, everything I think is wrong, seems like nothing’s right even when I’m most confident.
I guess that’s all I am to you wrong.
Everyone thinks I’m the happy, cheerful person, walking around with the perfect life, with all the friends, having everything I need and want. It’s scary, if they knew what goes through my mind, they wouldn’t think of me the same.
(via breanna-x3)
I don’t think I have any real “friends”. As a matter of fact, most of the people I know are just acquaintances. People only talk to me when they hear about something bad that happened to me, or when they need something. They’re not willing to be there for me all the time. They don’t care about my thoughts or feelings. There’s no need to pretend like you really care about me, when I already know that you don’t.
(via breanna-x3)
I’m not anyone’s first choice. I’m not anyways favorite. People may tell me I mean a lot to them and that I’m special to them but I know there’s someone they will always choose over me.
JUST THIS. OMFG, THISSSSS!!
basically .
(Source: anntrannn, via breanna-x3)
Nothing ever goes my way, always against.
Even when I’m surrounded by all the people in the world, I still feel alone.
Hi
Its like you don’t even realize that you’re the one that is going to make me give up on everything… its always the second person to get in trouble. Everytime this happens because you only see the worst of me never the better side… and im not the only one who sees this. Honestly i feel like you dont give a flying shit about me, i know this may be harsh but its running through my head day and night. I can never please you… you tell me to not react to shit yet when i care less about what he does you get mad at me for being a dick head but in reality all im trying to do is better my life. You get mad at the littlest things and assume shit that makes everyone more mad… oh and the best part you say ya ain’t mad when i hear it in your voice…. i feel like just saying efff this and finding a better place where i can actually enjoy my life. I honestly hate the fact that you allow him to do all this nonsense but when i slip up just a bit the world is going to end. It takes two to tango so you cant blame all this on me. And has it ever occured to you that you’re the one that is always fighting/arguing with someone, i mean everyone sees it but you. I don’t mean to be mean or anything but you are allowing him to be a lazy ass and not care about anyone he is all mouth… he has nothing. Car- yours; Job- doesnt even qualify as a real job hes not going anywhere with that job; what else does he have clothes that you provide, a roof that you also provide. Heres some advice take control of whats yours; someone needs to shut him up because he talks with such disrespect to everyone.
Why am i even writing this? I DON’T CARE ANYMORE.
ineedtogetout
I fucking give up, this is too much bullshit to tolerate.
